s.e.d.i.h.

What I feel right now is an extreme sadness.
A sadness for disappointing my buddy. Yes, a best friend who is always willing to be a shoulder to cry on for me. A friend who is always willing to listen and give so much care and love...

I made a stupid mistake the other day, and I just couldn't understand myself for being such a stupid girl. I didn't pay much attention to what she said, nor did I give her a hug or anything that could calm her down. I was just thinking about myself, my own...

The day has past. Still I couldn't forget myself for disappointing her. Leaving her when she needed someone to talk to.

I'm so sorry for what I did.. Please forgive me...
Couldn't help having tears in my eyes as I read your email this morning...

What can I do to bring you back to me, Dear?

- longing for you so badly -